#16 Nobody knows me inside out.

boring weekends.
stayed at home on sat and today.
just nua and nua.
watchd nightmare on elm str on fri w yt&hm.
been long since we 3 hangout tgtr
movie was alright. ending not v good though.

attachment is ending soon,
dno to be happy or not.
happy that finally can go back to sch,
but sch work makes me stress.
come to think of it, time really flies.
we are gng to graduate soon and step into the workg society
which is sucha drag.
sometimes the reality scares me.
not knowing what i wanna do in the future is scary.
came across this quote
Life starts at the end of your comfort zone.
True ?

on a random note,
sometimes.. do you ever felt like you've no friends at all?
even those closest to you seems so far away.
and it feels like you're the only one trying to keep
the bonds between each other strong ?
trying so hard and getting all sick and tired about it.
to a point that you just dont bother about it, dont bother to contact
dont bother to make plans, and then gradually drifting away frm each other.
from being able to talk about everything under the sky
to casual hellos and awkward silence.
even though surrounded by people, but still feeling alone.
i think its true that your only bestf is yrself.
nobody is gna stay thr forever.
Never.